In the Shadow of it all

Am I the only one who contemplates our immense multiverse and the complexity of it all?  If you are familiar to me you probably are also aware that I openly do not subscribe to the idea of a divine creator as the architect of all things we perceive within this reality.  If you agree with me or simply feel I have punched a one way ticket to hell is neither here nor there really.  I respect your opinions on the matter and can only share with you the sources of my dissension.  I also did not begin this with the intention of arguing the point of god or no god today, but instead was moved to write on the fascinating world around us and how I am in complete awe of it all.  I'm not talking about the direct observations we make around us but instead I literally get a headache when I start to contemplate the worlds within our own that tend to only be fleeting thoughts to the average person. I'm talking about things such as god particles, the realistic possibilities of time and space,and multi-dimensional existence. Within science it seems that anything we can imagine is within reason but has yet to be dissected and successfully manipulated by man.  In particular my brain begins to ache when I try to understand that time itself can be non linear and that the three dimensional world we perceive may not be the end all.  Parallel universes, time travel, dark matter and energy.  They're ideas beyond my own understanding and is obviously reserved for the Stephen Hawkings of the world to even to begin to truly understand.  Perhaps this is why people use a deity to explain away what they don't understand.  Life just becomes so much simpler.